I ran out of the room, like I'd never smoked a cigarette, like i ran with Takumi on Barn Night, across thedorm circleto his room, but he was gone. His bunk was bare vinyl; his desk empty; an outline of dust where his stereo had been. He was gone, and i didnt have time to tell him what i had realized.  It was that I forgave him, she forgave us and that we had to forgive to survive the labyrinth.  There were so many of us that would have to live with things done and things left unsaid, but the thing is that unless you forgive someone you will always have to suffer in your own labyrinth.  The labyrinth that you created for yourself.  If only we could see the endless string of consequences that happen from our smallest actions.  The truth is that we wont know better untill better is usless.   

Pudge

Pudge was confused, left out, misunderstood, sad, and guilty. When People him talk about thing he just can’t understand or know he feels confused. Alaska doesn’t understand that he likes her more than a friend and keeps saying that she loves her boyfriend he feels misunderstood and sad a little angry to. When Alaska start giving him all these signs he misunderstands, and gets frustrated that she can’t see how he really feels about her.  When Colonel and Alaska Plan the Prank and leave him out of the conversation and don’t tell him any thing he feels left out curious, he says to himself that he doesn’t care he is lying.

Pudge feels guilty about ditching his parents on Thanksgiving. Pudge is concerned about getting caught and his parents finding out about it. He wants to be able to now what the consequences are so he is prepared. He Follows Alaska and the Colonel around because he wants to fit in and he finally has friends. He also doesn’t want to get in trouble with the other student their.

Alaska is not dead. She is still alive. Alaska is hiding in the woods. She is just puting a prank on us to say that she is not dead. This is Alaska Young's Prank Extraordinaire. This is Alaska being Alaska. She is a funny and playful girl that she doesn't know when to stop. Once I saw everyone in the gym, they were scattered in different places. Half of them had their heads down and that just made me think more of Alaska not being here. The Colonel could not help his screaming. I finally understood what he as saying. He was saying " I'm sorry,". I didn't know what had really happened to Alaska until Colonel told me that the police said the wheel hit her chest and she died instantly.

    And I ran, and I ran as fast as my scrawny legs could carry me. I ran so fast I could barely feel my legs. I still can't feel them now. My heart is still bounding deep in my chest. I can't believe I actually did that. I can't believe that that swan attacked me. I don't even every remember that evening clearly. What I do know is that the Eagle is angry, are task is completed, and my butt frickin hurts.
    I am worried, though. Colonel is uspet because everything is not exactly according to plan, which I don't think is too much of a big deal. Nothing can go perfectly. He says he thinks he saw some weekday warriors that could be accounted for, and they through process of elimination could figure it out, and rat on us. Alaska does seem worried though. She says the only way anyone gets exspelled is if you are caught with alcohol, which seems that basiclly the whole school has. How can she stay so calm at a time like this? I don't even know why I put myself through these stupid plans. But again, these people are the closest thing I have to friends. And if all goes well, the week day warriors will get emails to their parents, and bright blue hair. And that is something I cannot wait to see!!!!

I was sleeping when I woke up some people grabbed me and demanded that I go with them. I had on only my boxers and nothing else. I stumbled out of bed and raced behind them. We arrived to the water's edge and I was still unaware of what was going on. One kid's name was Kevin, and I'm not the other two, but they taped my legs together and my arms to my sides. Before throwing me into the water, Kevin said, "THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR BEING FRIENDS WITH CHIP!" As I was tossed into the cold water, I felt like I was drowning, which I almost did. I got to the surface and back onto shore. Luckily... I made it out... I untaped myself, and ran back to Alaska's. She just laughed and said I should man up. Colonel joined until I told him how they duck taped my legs together and arms. "YOU COULD HAVE DIED!" Colonel shouted. Yes... I know... I was trying to establish that... Well, they were planning to get revenge but I told them it was not necessary. Like Colonel had said... No one liked a rat.   

Well... I got to my room and I expected it to be alot nicer... It looked like a motel room. It didn't even have AC. I met my room mate, Chip is his name, but he goes as Colonel because of a prank he played. He's short, only five feet but built and muscular. He's very smart, even though he doesn't come from a rich family. Colonel told me all about the rules here. About these kids that are "weekend warriors." Kids that are rich and leave on weekends or something. He hates them, even though his girl friend is one.. He introduced me to Alaska, this girl that is petite but curvy. She is probably the hottest girl on the planet! She has a boyfriend though. Alaska is very bubbily and talkative, not mention extremely attractive. Colonel also nnick named me Pudge. "Pudge... Because you're skinny? It's called sarcasm.." - Colonel

I'm leaving to go to Culver Creek, a bordering school. My mom and dad insisted on throwing me a going away party. My social status isn't the best- not gonna lie. Only two people came to the party and I was pretty mortified but I suspected it would happen. My mom and dad even felt pity for me. Ahh, whatever. I will start over as soon as I get to my new school :D